Space Bound-Eminem.....My thoughts

"Space Bound"

[Verse 1:]
We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
 It's lust, it's torturous
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
'Cause if I get burnt imma show you what it's like to hurt
'Cause I been treated like dirt before you
And love is "evol"
Spell it backwards I'll show you

~sometimes when we get so attached to a person we love we hope that things would stay the way it is but some envelop a fear of losing that PERSON….. his/her insicurities try to make him believe that someday that person would leave him/her and he/she is not ready for that event to happen….. he develops his own belief that the relationship would fail…. But does not want to it to happen….

Nobody knows me I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes
Bloodsucking succubus, what the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be
Like trying to start over
I got a hole in my heart, I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on 'til you toy with my emotion, so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you
You take my breath away
You're a supernova... and I'm a

~This does not happen to all people…. Perhaps this scenario is common to those who never had such feeling of being taken care of…. LOVED…. The moment they managed to finally find it… after a lot of failures in the past, they want to hold it tightly….. never let it go…. They become possesive so to speak…. But they never wanted to become that possesive to the point that they would hurt that PERSON…. Well sometimes it happens…. But in this case, the song narrates a person who is emotionally weak inside.. a person who searched for LOVE all his life and believed he found it in HER…. He had a life full of rejections…. Maybe even coming from a broken family…. And he tried to hold the relationship intact…. But I guess in the end he failed…

[Chorus:]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you
[Verse 2:]
I do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake

~ That person became his salvation….. he feels that she saved him from the depths of loneliness and sadness…. That she’s a keeper….. That she will stay…. He can’t imagine life without her…. A life that is dull dark and lifeless…. He constantly searches for a reason and inspiration in her eyes….. that she would find him special….. that eventhough he is not perfect she would still hold his hand and guide him every step of the way…It/s direction he was looking for…. And She was the key to his Happiness…..
[Chorus]
[Verse 3:]
So after a year and 6 months it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I'm trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
'Til I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
And let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this
And I would've done anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause imma

~this may be the part that he discovers that there is someone else….. This might be the most painful moment in his life….. He believed that they can do it…. That their love is strong and there is no way their love would fall apart…. He becomes ill and full of hatred.. not on that person but to himself since he considers it as his fault why that person left him and chose someone else…. That his efforts was worthless …. That he is not worth the love of that person….. he is in so much tension….. he’s losing his mind…. Seeing him hurt that person he used to love… but he can never do it…. He can never lay a finger on that person…. There is no way he can hurt her…. But he cannot take the pain anymore…. That is when he thought that suicide is the answer…..

[Chorus:]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you 

~ I can’t help but feel the emotion in this song and taste my own tears while listening to it…. This is how love tends to build and destroy a person…. But see that this person even in his death wants to be near that PERSON… despite the pain….. HE WANTS TO BE NEAR THAT PERSON THAT HE BELIEVED WAS THE ONLY PERSON…… Another masterpiece from Shady Himself….